Wednesday, January 20, 2010

In Search Of The Silver Lining

It's late, not the late type late. The late where it's one o'clock in the morning. And I'm "suppose" to sleep by my twins orders. Who could sleep at this hour? Not me with this insomnia in my head and ideas bugging out of me. I just had to post something so I could be calm.

So where am I? asked Kimi. Well lets not answer that just yet. Mainly some place I'm trying to find my identity. And for starters, that's this year's (and Insyaallah after this) is this blogs motto.
"In Search of The Silver Lining"

What I thought was going to great year wasn't as such I expected. I'm worried. Not about myself, but for others, and especially my twin.....

Firstly I want to go to the subject of "what is actually the Silver Lining"?
Well, the silver lining is simply an idiom used, it means: after every hardship there will be happiness.

And I believe that........
The only problem was that the person who taught me this isn't so keen to hear this.
There was the problem of banning the debate team, debaters leaving the school and my twin getting worried with her SPM, MTQ and Debate all at once. Of course she told me all about this.

I remebered telling me that if there was hope, then the hope was fragile, but not now. I learned that besides hope there was also the human will to continue on, and this is what will change everything. I believe in hoping a HOPE.

I wondered where was my twin? My hope and my strength that stood by my side last year. This was one thing I really needed especially in my condition. I believe that there is a reason behind all of this. I believe in lasting peace.

I wished to see back the helpful and unworried face that I met last year, because I knew that was what that made me go one all these times.

Right now I could hear it in my heart, the wheezing, the sorrow and the pain. But all of that will go away when I saw the Silver lining. I wished the same for my twin.......

An ever lasting peace and happiness, that is the end of the silver lining, that is the "Siratul Mustaqim"

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